I remember telling you that I was going to have Shane and was worried about finances. You told me "honey. if you are waiting to have more money for children you will never have enough". I knew what she was saying and her encouragement brought out more of my life that I was not sure I could do. I miss you so much and feel so empty here without you. Shane misses you and Sam is sad that he only got five years with you. I will talk to you soon and hug Dad and Steve for me!